Those are your shoes, These are my shoes

...We've got issues.

I'm no saint but I want to be with a person who's squared away. Be wild, be out going thats fine. Be nutty and thats where we cross a line. Be open with me, hinding shit will get you no where. I've lost hope on most girls, mind you i didn't say women. As we all know there is that difference , just like with boys and men. It's a two way street and well you know what I'm in the passing lane, no time for passengers, its just me this time. A clean slate if you're more into the chalkboard metaphors. I want to build something that means something, not just some fleeting "hi tee hee" bullshit that people get hung up on. Life is too short to find temporary happiness, I want the real thing, not just something to make time pass and then have it fall apart.

I'm built to last, are you ?

Your World Around You

Space is pretty damn cool. I've always wanted to be around to see the sun supernova, I dont know why exactly but I would love to see that happen. Kinda morbid but hey it would be a true once in a life time deal.

Astronomy Picture of the Day Archive:

http://antwrp.gsfc.nasa.gov/apod/ap040809.html

"dating myself" - Poetri

Everywhere I go I see ugly people
with cute people,
and I can't help to ask myself
what does she see in that guy?
inner beauty? Well, I have a whole lot of that
I see these happy couples and I used to think
what do I have to do to get a girl
like that?
Then that evolved into
what do I have to do to get a girl?

Now, I'm exhausted from thinking.
fatigued from trying to convince myself
that I'm worthy of another being,
tired of looking but not really looking
so it doesn't appear that I'm desperate
weary of being afraid to tell someone
that I'm interested,
in fears that they will avoid me
consumed from being alone
no longer will I be at the mercy of
ladies to like me,
no longer will I be trying to look
my best for women
that don't know that I'm
in love with them.

no more oh!!!

Yes from now on I am dating myself!

I already talk to myself
so I know my conversations wil be good
I've always said that I wanted to be with
someone that's just like me.
well there's no one more like me than me
it's not like I'm dating my cousin or nothing
I looked it up,
there's nothing in the law books
that say a man can't date himself
I don't know why I didn't think of this before
I amaze myself, sometimes
I laugh and joke with myself
on lonely days praying
hard for better days
now we can get through the rough
times together.

no one to impress but myself

I probably still will play games
with myself
cry with myself, lie to myself
'cause I'd hate to hurt myself's feelings
I'll only be looking out for myself, though.

but, you know how women are
once they see you with someone
all of a sudden now they want to get with you!
all of a sudden I'm that cute guy
that is dating someone now.

I assure you I'm not doing this to make
other women jealous
I am completely happy with myself
I like myself
I think I am attractive!
I plan to be with myself 'til the very end
or until someone
better comes along

Apathy Towards This Blog

Well its been basically a month since i've last posted on here, partly due to my work schedule and also partly due to the fact after I think about a post I ususally just say fuck it and go do something more constructive, like play video games. The novelty has worn thin.

On a brighter note the bbbbbboys are back, well in October they will be. Opie and Anthony have signed with XM radio to do their radio show and this has made me one happy little monkey.Its been a long two years since an incident of sex in a catholic church that didnt involve elderly clergy and a fresh faced young altar boy. Maybe thats why there was such a ruckus over Sex For Sam. So I'm gonna have to pay a little to hear them but its worth the cost.